for Genia, unexpectedly

Or useless in the air,
with perforated wings falling,
the desert clouds like sheer stockings

and out here where the lines are not visible,
out here in the sodomized sky,
I circle smaller and smaller
condensing into what's the point of it

And then the raven comes screaming
across a pinkandblue sky
the sky of yesterday
and what do I do but open my mouth

Oh and then
the angels shut down
unable to compare themselves
and demons pause in their dancing

Blonde voices of doubt
evidence spread-eagled on a table
and claws of truth
hissing a sky of peace

“I get my glory in the desert rain”
I've struggled against my hatred
it swarms between my fingers
and I know, this is not why

somewhere, there's a
golden tracts of somelight
receiving the dreaded pain of life

and oh my god my heart is

heart,
the sky,
you said



Tucson, Ariz.
4:30 am
Dec. 19, 2011

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